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[August 21, 2011 @ 5:11am] |
I could watch you for a lifetime
You’re my favourite movie
A thousand endings
You mean everything to me
I never know what’s coming
Forever fascinated
Hope you don’t stop running
To me cause I’ll always be waiting
You are A cinema I could watch you forever
Action Thriller I could watch you forever
You are A Cinema A Hollywood treasure
Love you Just the way you are
A Cinema A Cinema A Cinema
A Cinema A Cinema A Cinema
Stars spell out your name
Like in a science fiction drama
Romance roll in
Like a flower in the summer
You always keep me guessing
Forever my wonder
Hope you start undressing
All my dreams until the end of
You are A cinema I could watch you forever
Action Thriller I could watch you forever
You are A Cinema A Hollywood treasure
Love you Just the way you are
A Cinema A Cinema A Cinema
A Cinema A Cinema A Cinema
http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/benny-benassi-cinema-lyrics.html
Never know what movie you’re playing
Never know what movie you’re playing
Never know what movie you’re playing
Never know never know never know
You are A cinema I could watch you forever
Action Thriller I could watch you forever
You are A Cinema A Hollywood treasure
Love you Just the way you are
A Cinema A Cinema A Cinema
A Cinema A Cinema A Cinema
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[July 12, 2011 @ 4:14pm] |
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something as simple as a brief response means the world to me.. & then some. thank you.
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[July 12, 2011 @ 4:24am] |
i feel you everywhere.
in my toes, my fingers, my lips, my hips, my back, my heart.
its actually quite sad.
<3
where the fuck are you?
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[October 08, 2009 @ 2:04pm] |
ged class is such a dragggg.
they put me on a computer just like florida virtual.
dammit. ><
zachs gone for ten days, boo.
but me and justin will be doin lotsa guitar hero shreddin while hes gone lol
this band bump came to key west. they were pretty fuckin good.
and yeahh. this post is kinda pointless but im bored.
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[September 25, 2009 @ 2:47pm] |
i cant even begin to explain the happiness that ran through my veins when i woke up next to you this morning.
:)
broward tonight after work.
starting classes monday hopefully.
and damn, im just really fuckin happy.
:)))
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[September 14, 2009 @ 2:28am] |
all unpacked and i guess i just havent adjusted yet. prolly cause weve been moved in for about 2 weeks and tonight will be my fourth time sleeping here. ha.
ill get used to it though.
i love my bike. i need to start doing some sort of daily routine to get my body and mind back on a healthy track.
im a size 3 i guess. not too happy about it. so imma try to get back down to a 1 & keep it there.
havent smoked mj in a little over a week. not like i was smoking alot anyways cause i just didnt feel like it, but i need to clear my system out and get another job.
11 hours this week. wtf?
im pretty cozy at the mens house.
justin, zach, yeoman, and will live there.
sam deuce pretty much lives there. and i was getting to that point but i wanna back down a little so me and zach dont get sick of eachother.
ive been a tad bit weird around him the past few days cause idk.
i dont feel in place. i dont feel on the same level. i almost dont even feel good enough for him.
he has so many clsoe friends that are girls and that makes me awkward sometimes but i dont wanna let that bother me cause thats his personal space and those are his friends from way before i even knew id be moving to the keys. i dont wanan be that kinda girlfriend. if that makes sense.
i also wish i could be a little less insecure. hes so good to me, i have no reason to worry. just not used to this type of thing i guess.
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[August 26, 2009 @ 4:13pm] |
almost all packed up.
yayz.
the condo is pretty amazing. im so excited.
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[August 09, 2009 @ 7:35pm] |
Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
You are receiving mixed messages now and you don't particularly like it. On one hand, you are being pulled along into a swiftly moving current that could actually carry you to distant seas. On the other hand, your forward movement is meeting resistance, which only makes you want to push harder. Avoid the temptation to make something happen today. You'll be much better off if you can wait.
these things have been supper on point lately.
and this one makes sense and makes me feel more relaxed on the whole situation.
lobster fest was fucking insane. busiest day everrrrr.
i did a damn good job though if i do say so myself. :)
up and down stairs all day and running all over the place trying to clean tables and seat millions of people. whoo.
afterwards went to hannahs with zach and sam. chilled with a buncha people for a while. drank a couple sips of whiskey and dos 32s. got a nice buzzzz goin.
bonded with brittany. MULLIGAN. XD gosh i <3 that girl.
work went by fast today. twas a good day.
tomorrow danielle is gonna highlight my hair.
tuesday is pay day.
and hopefully i have the 12th - 17th off. :)
ugh im excited.
peace!
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[August 07, 2009 @ 8:38pm] |
so things have been great.
bar wars was too much fun. although i blacked out at one point before the sun went down. vodka is evil.
but aside from that.
we were all chillin at yeomans lastnight.
justin went to fake shove me and i threw myself into the counter and i hear "gosh justin! why you gotta push my girlfriend around like that!?"
took me by suprise fah sho.
apparently we talked about it.
sucks i dont remember.
like.. its a really good thing.
just doesnt feel legit.
id like to be completely sober and have it happen. and remember. and just feel like its official.
yick.
the day before that joey was bein a dick so i spent most of the day with sam.
that made me happy beyond belief.
im gonna miss her once shes gone.
things are good down here though.
i have good friends, and apparently a boyfriend who is utterly amazing, and just so so good.
i love my job and the crazy people i work with. danielle, my manager, has been connecting with me and wants to do my hair. add some highlights etc. lol
moving to key west at the end of the month. a condo. sweet.
too bad i cant take haze.. =/
this crushes me although i know itll be a great change. i just dont wanna give my baby up.
fuck man.
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[July 19, 2009 @ 2:06am] |
once a trampy pants, always a trampy pants?
im kinda dissapointed. but hey, not my problem anymore i guess.
i just dont think its right for my supposid best friend (whom i suspected would pull some shit like this from the beginning) and him are now an item. i feel so fucking betrayed and disrespected it makes me sick.
i never wanna see her or speak to her again.
but with him its easy for me to be this angry and continue to speak to him cause im used to him pulling shit like this.
fucked up, huh?
fuck it.
i dont really wanna see majority of the people i used to think i couldnt live without.
theyve all shown me their worth.
im supa excited for warped tour though.
:) whoooooo!
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[June 25, 2009 @ 3:36pm] |
ive been to hell & back. i spill shit, trip, & embarass myself. i get myself into stupid things. drama, i start it & can finish it too. i get into trouble, i make trouble. ive made mistakes in my life. ive let people take advantage of me and accepted way less than i deserve. i cant just flutter my eyes & get that boy. my life is messed up, ive been through more shit than you see on tv. nobodys perfect. ive been lied to, cheated on, & had my heart stolen. ive fucked up, fucked people up, & been fucked up; but every hit was worth it because i felt it. i knew it was real. i take the hit and stand there like i didnt even get touched, the pain is worth it, because it make me realize that i cant just blink & have it all go away. life is real & im living it wrong everyday. im fucking up royally & doing everything opposite, but do i regret one thing? never. because at one point what i did was what i wanted & i got my fucking satisfaction. im on this earth for a reason. making mistakes doesnt make me less of a person, it makes me stronger. learn the hard way, get my punishment, understand the reason of discipline, have no complaints & no regrets. eyes open, chin up, mouth smiling, deep breaths.. were alive and were made to learn from the stupid shit we do. blink once, think twice. no one can tell me how to live my life. my life is mine & no stupid bitches or immature boys can fuck it up for me anymore. ive learned from my bad choices, and even though there are some things i can never get back and people who will never be sorry, ill know better next time and i wont settle for anthing less than i deserve. im the real deal & id love to see you try and fucking break me.
i believe everything happens for a reason. people change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can apprieciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. -marilyn monroe.
fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. children already know that dragons exist. fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed. -maddie.
things ive learned: theres a little truth behind every just kidding; a little curiosity behind every just wondering; a little knowledge behind every i don't know; and ALWAYS a little emotion behind every i don't care. -jade.
who are you to judge the life i live? i know im not perfect and i dont live to be but before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean. -bob marley.
im the one that has to die when its time for me to die, so let me live my life the way i want to. -jimmy hendrix.
god, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and wisdom to know the difference. -serenity prayer.
when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world shall know peace. -jimmy hendrix.
few of gods own prototypes, high-powered mutants of some kind never even considered for mass production, too weird to live and too rare to die. -hunter s. thompson.
if the bass is too hard, you are too weak. -anonymous.
sometimes she runs away to be alone, sometimes its just to see who will follow. -anonymous.
okay, your a goon but whats a goon to a goblin? nothing, nothing, you aint scaring nothing. -lil wayne.
got a problem with me? solve it. think im trippin'? tie my shoes. can't stand me? sit back down. can't face me? turn around. -anonymous.
its funny how hello is always followed by goodbye. its funny how good memories can start to make you cry. its funny how forever never seems to last very long. its funny how much youd loose if you forgot about your past. its funny how 'friends' can just leave you when your down. its funny how when you need somebody their never around. its funny how people change and think theyre so much better. its funny how many lies can be packed into one 'love letter'. its funny how people forgive even though they never can forget. its funny how one night can contain so many regrets. its funny how ironic life turns out to be, but the funniest part of it all is how none of its funny to me. -anonymous.
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[June 25, 2009 @ 1:42pm] |
so i got to trance once he was all cold hearted and numb.
and now ive gotten myself into a similar situation.
i cant do it anymore.
between how much i miss trance and all the mixed feelings with zach.
im about to go insane.
i cant deal with another broken man.
especially when i feel pretty broken myself.
i feel so lost and alone right now i hate it.
nobody here truly understands me.
and all the people up north that i thought understood me seem further out of reach than ever.
trance hates me.
chalice is so far away.
me and ali dont talk.
and i barely talk to chrissy.
fuck man.
like a month ago i thought i had myself figured out.
and here i am.
lost.
i need a cigarette...
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[June 24, 2009 @ 3:40pm] |
i really need to stop lying about my feelings.
it just hurts me even more.
fucking idiot.
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[June 24, 2009 @ 1:33am] |
lastnight was so fucking wild.
like whoa.
captain + hookah bar = cops.
still a pretty good night.
dropped my phone in le toilet and now it doesnt wanna charge. awesome.
my bed feels amazing.
goodnight.
p.s.
i miss you =/
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[June 21, 2009 @ 5:53pm] |
figures it would turn out this way.
i had faith in the way things were going.
thought wed make it through this.
and be there for eachother like we had promised.
but i understand.
i guess its too soon.
i hope she treats him well.
and i hope he doesnt play games with her.
shes gonna have to put up with alot.
but in the end it is worth it.
this kinda fucking hurts but apparently its how it has to be for now.
so im not gonna push anymore.
i thought it was the best thing for me to do but now where has it gotten me?
exactly where i said. alone.
i want to be angry so bad but i cant.
i wont.
2 years flew by and came crashing to an end.
just another chapter in this pathetic novel.
cant wait to see how it ends.
on the other hand.
adario.
i can still call him bawling my eyes out and he will still comfort me.
we went through the not being able to be friends phase.
it was a long period of time but were still at that understanding level now and we can communicate a lot better now.
maybe things just have to work themselves out with time.
no more pushing.
just let it ride out.
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[June 16, 2009 @ 1:04am] |
Beauty and Bliss Below Bargaining hearts.
Captive and Cold your Cruelty will show.
Drunken Determination leads to Distorted Decisions.
Apathetic Anger Aroused Astonised eyes.
Emerald Eyes spend and Eternity in Euphoria.
Giggles Growing to Grousome Guages, Gather yourself and Get ready for.. Greif? idk.
Illusions of love, regret from the past. Let it all go and move on at last.
you're High and your Happy. you're Hopeful yet Hesitant. Dont lose it now, its all on the line. through this you can make it with only patience and time.
yeah they kinda suck but i was bored at work. a goal i have is to buy a dictionary and learn like 5 new words a day.
then i can prolly make much better little thingys like above.
this whole situation has been tearing me apart.
i shouldnt have gotten into it. i knew that from the start but yeah.. im a sucker. i can resist everything except temptation<3silverstein)) and yeah. i continue to get this uncomfortable feeling around everyone. cause i know im being judged hardcore because of the decisions ive already made.
everything seems so simple while our bodies are entwined but i need more than that. we need to take a break from this. limit ourselves. be friends. talk. grow a strong friendship bond before we let anything else get in the way.
because i wanna be like them to you. or somewhat close.
because i know i will never compare to them. they are your life. your homies. your family.
and i respect that.
i love all of you guys so much and i know i got off to a crappy start but i want this to be right. this needs to be right. because you guys are all too amazing for this cruddy feeling i keep getting. the feeling is my fault alone because i know when im digging myself deeper into this damn hole.. but the temptation, your lips are so sweet, your body so hot, your words so soft, and your eyes along with your smile.. swallow me completely whole.. but i need to push this off. take a step back. do this right. get my head straight.
thats all for now. goodnight.
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[June 13, 2009 @ 8:45am] |
i guess ill be writing a little more in here since its the best way for me to get things off my mind.
i said something really fucked up to trance the other night and its eating me alive.
like.. wtf was i thinking?
maybe it was a bit spiteful.. but thats not me. :/
me and sach talked about why we get weird around people all the time and that helped to calm me a little bit.
just the feeling like everyone is always hardcore judging.
so i hit my bed lastnight and passed out before dinner.
had a horrible dream that haze got lost. we were looking everywhere for him. eventually we found him and went to a rave. my dad ended up coming with us? at the rave i was trippin. it was a huge warehouse party. lori asked me how i feel about trance fucking other girls and i was like why, did you fuck him? she said yeah.
ick.. trippin and cryin and freaking out on trance.
it wasnt good at all.. then while im crying my eyes out i go to sit by julie and people on a couch and i see chelsea playing with this noise effect thing and my dads over there talking about drugs.. so i went to chance and just cried on his shoulder cause at that point just my dad being there was making me upset.
weird. dumb. unrealistic.
fuckin dreams..
but yeah. new day. new smile.
off to work.
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[June 10, 2009 @ 12:26pm] |
day eleven.
cept i smoked 2 cigarettes lastnight.
its alright though i think im off the hook.
maybe ill just smoke one or two every once in a while.
and not the typical every once in a while.
like.. once a week if not less.
yeah.
been beachin it up every day for a while i love it.
mixed signals stink.
and uhhh... yeah.
idk.
i love chalice so much.
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[June 01, 2009 @ 7:24pm] |
Kimberlyyy143 (7:16:06 PM): i dont even wanna try and talk to him about how he feels about everything. just like i was with you at first. scared to push it and push you away. i just wanna let things ride out but my mind is so curious and i just dont wanna be a bother and all that shit.
IrishKid42O (7:16:37 PM): if u dont ask youll never know. the only reason we have gotten as far as we have is because you pushed
Kimberlyyy143 (7:17:13 PM): although i know i can talk to him about whatever i feel the need to i just dont want my weirdness to make him see things differently.
Kimberlyyy143 (7:18:06 PM): i wanna seem like im level headed to him i guess. he knows im going nuts over my friends and everything up there. and he knows im scared of how this will all end. and weve come to terms of just letting it ride out and seeing what happens. but i still feel all uneasy about it.
IrishKid42O (7:20:45 PM): thats like riding a roller coaster with no brakes. i hope this doesn't seem harsh...levelheaded. is something you're not. you're a small jealous pushy at times uneasy emotional tornado. you overthink things, u almost get physically sick half the time from it. mood swings, tantrums. it's all you, you can be the worst hurricane ever. or the brightest star. he needs to accept that if you guys are even gonna have a chance. and of cours ei don't want you to. i'm biased. but don'
IrishKid42O (7:21:08 PM): don't hold it in. u need communication. good bad or whatever. hiding things is never good
Kimberlyyy143 (7:21:41 PM): thankyou for that.
IrishKid42O (7:21:56 PM): what that sarcastic?
Kimberlyyy143 (7:21:59 PM): no
i couldnt have described myself any better.
<3
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[May 15, 2009 @ 10:23pm] |
i dont really know where all of this is leading to.
and i dont even wanna know.
living in the moment is a good thing but it has its downfalls.
i just hope this all doesnt end too badly.
love & lust.
like needles and cushions.
who knows what i want.
i dont even know what i need.
all i know is...
im me. and i wouldnt want it any other way.
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